Date : Monday, June 8, 2009
Time : 9:47 PM
Title : Trainers

I miss Carolyn, Juan Zhen and Aaron!
Please come back. ):
I miss Carolyn's leadship skill-ness, Juan Zheng's beautiful smile and Aaron's sexy-ness.
I miss all their bumblebee's shirt.
I miss how they scold us.
I miss how they actually looked tired but gave us a smile when we needed.
I miss linger.
I miss flea, fly.
I miss how Aaron would reply to Carolyn when they sang the moonlight song.
I miss how we all would laugh.
I miss their shoutings.
I miss me and chelsea making fun of margaret.
And yet, I didn't appreciate the time I was with them.
I knew one day they had to go.
And yet, these was what we gave them.
And we were still so evil to them.
We broke our promises.
We talked when we weren't suppose to.
We were awake when we were suppose to sleep.
We were suppose to be good, but instead, we were naughty.
It's just so wrong.
We all will most probably never see them again.
We all were grateful we met them.
But we will never see them again.
Will we? No.
After three days, how we missed them like crazy.
I'd love to meet nice people like them.
But! In the end, that's what we get...
And the sentence of linger was "This is goodnight, not goodbye."
Is that so?
Is that really just goodnight?
And the 2nd day of the camp, I ask Carolyn if she can don't go.
She just looked at me.
I want an answer.
The last day, 3rd day, I got it.
The last day, we were glad we were home.
Well, at least, I wasn't.
And after we did, after a nice nap, probably.
We will surely miss them.
They thought us many things.
They thought us lessons we should learn.
One day, we will forget them.
The fear of that keeps wandering in my head.
So what if they scold us?
It's just for our own good.
I say, we all love them.
Most probably.
Sigh*
Not being with our love ones is the hardest thing we must do.
Everybody must leave, somehow.
We must let go, no matter how hard it is..
It's just so wrong.
I miss them soso much...